Thank you people who don’t answer my texts for basically saying: “I don’t give a shit about you.”
People just don’t realize or appreciate how lucky they are to have someone to talk to whenever they feel like they’re going to go crazy or whenever everything is hopeless. Even just having someone help out with your rent or bills or expenses is taken for granted. People don’t understand that when I say have no one to talk to I literally mean no one. I can’t even count the number of times I’ve picked up my phone thinking I could call or text someone only to realize that there’s nobody.
I’m ready to give up on life now. There’s no hope for me. I just now realized that and I don’t know why it took me so long to figure it out. I know I shouldn’t be admitting this online but I can’t think of any greater humiliation than being a 25 year old girl that’s never gone out with a guy much less had sex with one. I will die a bitter, pathetic virgin with no one to mourn me.”
Finally, to everyone that has left me: what the fuck did I do?